4/13/2007
保护色
想对你说的
让他先说了
从此只能猜测
你流泪是因为快乐
想要给你的
他先给你了
从此只能负荷
寂寞和爱本来能分隔
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责
路越走越曲折
不能回头了
能伤害我的
都是我爱的
还保护什么
还保护什么
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责
爱你是天责
8/29/2005
终于决定好好的为自己想想了,一直在学习,一直在努力...但我一直也都在关注着marat,关注着网论的亲人...可是该来的终究还是来了,又是那该死的伤病,又是一年,无论我多么不愿相信,但心里从年初就开始担心的事情还是一步步的发生了...我不知道这是不是03年的翻版,我就是这么一个悲观的人,我已经做好等待到明年的准备了..
好久没有更新这里了,最近我的生活改变了许多,确实有点无暇顾及这儿了,对大家说抱歉!也许没有人会再看到我隔了这么久才写的日志,但终究还是决定写下来~也算是有个了结吧!也许等我考上学校,marat也可以健健康康的回来了,等着那一天,那一天我会和大家重逢,不知道大家还在不在?
7/20/2005
美国 育空河流域
狼群目睹着同伴 断气在人类枪下的身影
它们的眼神中 没有恐惧 只露出一股沉静
那是原野上的傲气 天生的野性 随风而去吧。
在原野还能奔跑 血液尚未流尽之时 回首凝望
无法舔舐同伴的鲜血 就带着它的灵魂浪迹天涯
这就是狼......
上面这是发烧天碟<狼>的题记。这是一篇以美国育空(YUKON)河流域狼群为主题的音乐史诗。制作人兼作曲Matthew lien(马修.连恩),自1992年来育空,便长期追踪政府的“猎狼计划”。因此, lien的作品,总流露着对育空深深的感情...

Matthew lien个人网站:http://www.matthewlien.com/

专辑简介:
Matthew lien最具代表性的作品无疑是《狼》这部专辑。“一九九二年,育空地方政府施行了一项名为‘驯鹿增量’的计划,以变相扑杀狼群的方式,让原本因人类过度猎捕而数量锐减的驯鹿迅速繁殖。这种起因于人却怪罪到狼的思考逻辑引发了lien创作《狼》的动机。”就是在这种思索状态下,lien进入蛮荒之地,切身观察体验狼群的生活,倾听它们来自心灵的声音,感受着它们跟人类一样那丰富的情感和细致的生命。历时两年完成了这部荒原之上狼群生动悲壮的音乐史诗。
三十位音乐工作者,为北美育空河流域面临屠杀的狼群以音乐与人性写下这部动人的史诗溪流、风声、急雨,相伴著原野上起起落落的生命强烈的节奏,是狼奔跑时急促的呼吸悲伤的萨克斯风,是狼在血泊中舔噬伤口低沉的法国号,随着狼的心澎湃跳动音乐记录了原野上活生生的狼群。
强烈推荐主打 bressanone 下载地址:
http://www.matthewlien.com/audio/bleeding_wolves/bressanone.mp3
Flying Spuirrel Creek 下载地址:
http://www.matthewlien.com/audio/bleeding_wolves/flying_squirrel_creek.mp3
歌词bressanone
Here I stand in Bressanone
With the stars up in the sky
Are they shining over Brenner
And upon the other side
You would be a sweet surrender
But I must go the other way
And my train will carry me onward
Though my heart would surely stay
Oh my heart would surely stay...
(Verse 2)
Now the clouds are flying by me
And the moon is on the rise
I have left the stars behind me
They were diamonds in your skies
You would be a sweet surrender
But I must go the other way
And my train will carry me onward
Though my heart would surely stay
Oh my heart would surely stay...
专辑歌曲列表
1.FLYING SQUIRREL CREKK 飞鼠溪
2.THESE WINGS 风中之翼
3.BRESSANONE 布列瑟农
4.BEFORE THE WAR 战前
5.BLEEDING WOLVES 血狼
6.TEARS OVER SHETLAND 哭泣的雪特兰
7.OF STRENGTH AND SORROW 力气与悲伤
8.BEDTIME STORIES 床边故事
9.AND THEN THERE WERE NONE 再无所有
10.IN SILENT REPOSE 宁静的安息
狼曾获得1994年AURORA奖的最佳原声带,深刻地传达出对“自然”、“生命”的爱;它亦包含了以人类某些行为的质询。也许“猎狼计划”只是人们破坏自然环境的一个小例子。唱片的作者希望,<狼>的出现,会启发人类对“大自然”与“生命”的保护和关怀。
有很多的作品可以感动我,但确没有多少能深深的触动,自然给了我们许多,我们又为它做了些什么呢?自然,在聆听时,也不必有这么多的感慨。它非常的好听,一下子就能把你从安静的斗室带进苍凉的荒野...那苍凉的歌声、悲壮的鼓点犹自掀动你无法平静的心潮。
6/18/2005

如题!像我这样的语言白痴,奋斗这么久
主!保佑偶过吧~

哈拉不指望高分,只要让我一次就过了吧~~阿门~~~
平时不烧香,临时抱佛脚~哎!就看在我苦读这么多天的份儿上,让偶过了吧~~
可怜巴巴的说~~~
还有就是,marat在温网的抽签已经出来了~
OMG!!真的是好烂~
不过,事已至此,尽力就好
~我是一点指望都米有(心虚的说),现在我已经基本平静下来,考试忙得我也顾不过来了~
最后,偶要大喊:
终于解放了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ohohohoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Marat,哈拉终于可到看你了a
~汗
我今天有点神经错乱......
Marat所在区的签表如下:
Lopez, Feliciano (26) v Phau, Bjorn
Sherwood, David v Mello, Ricardo
Beck, Karol v Philippoussis, Mark
Srichaphan, Paradorn v Safin, Marat (5)
Canas, Guillermo (7) v qualifier
Mirnyi, Max v Schuettler, Rainer
Wawrinka, Stanislas v Santoro, Fabrice
Wessels, Peter v Novak, Jiri (28)

6/8/2005
这是linda在今年的新作,初看到它的时候,肤浅我的认为这是一幅描写爱情的作品,但又在心里嘀咕---两个女人??
Oh!No!这不是她的风格~~想了很久,虽没想通但仍被她的作品深深吸引,绚丽的色彩,细腻的画风,她的作品是值得你坐下来仔细欣赏的,作品上的每一个空间都被充分利用,发挥她超人的想象力,不多不少~~呵呵~原谅我如此的赞美她,主观的我无法掩饰……
终于等到她的作品介绍,顿时感觉到自己不光是在技法上的不足,更是在思想上的~~原来这是一幅描写自然与人类的作品题目充分表现了作品中两者之间的神态,我不得不再一次发出感叹
……正是为了避免被认为是爱情的作品,她才选用了两位女性形象来表现……
这是她的原述:
转自:www.cgtalk.com
At times, Nature is the master of Humanity... and at other times, Humanity certainly rules Nature.
Nature makes us hurry inside when she weeps rain upon the world. With hurricanes, she toys with us. Tornadoes are used to punish, earthquakes to throw us about like pebbles in a child's game. We live on her land, and through that, she rules over us. Our very bodies belong to her - they age in rhythm with her, and they are subject to urges and desires that she imposes on us. In some ways, we're little but slaves to Nature's ways.
But Humanity... on the other hand... has found another way to dominate. Humanity destroys what we touch. We reach out towards pretty things in greed, and leave a trail of death behind. We fence the woods in, we run over the animals and poison the seas. Ours is a different kind of mastery but it is one nevertheless. Nature serves us because she has no other choice. Humanity always expects Nature to mend what damage we've done: heal the woods burned down, return the animals hunted to extinction and cleanse the seas... never considering what will happen the day Nature is no longer there to catch us.
In this piece, I tried to show this relationship. Humanity a naïve yet destructive burden, the smile on her lips slight and dreamy as she thinks of the beautiful flowers she will pluck and the lovely birds she will see while all around her these very things now fade away. She's blind to the destruction she causes. She knows that Nature will be there for her, she knows that there will always be the scent of flowers and always the gentle surge of the sea. She is Nature's master in that Nature has no choice but to try to catch her and always try to mend the damage she has done... but she is Nature's slave because she must breathe the air, drink the water and eat the food that only Nature can give her.

希望大家也能喜欢……
5/31/2005
回家了...
一场折磨人的比赛,一个另人痛心的结果...
知道你尽力了,只是想问问上天,什么时候才能让你圆梦?自从2002年的RG,这次是我最痛的一回...
5/27/2005

今天表现正常,也就是依然抽疯!!!
第一盘梦游式得输在TB,好在醒来了~四盘比分是7:6(TB:8:6) 、6:4、7:5、6:3!现在没有高兴的感觉,因为今天JC赢得好轻松,因为他下场对JC...
不知道该说什么好了...Marat的膝盖好像有伤!!这倒霉的孩子,去年水泡今年又...
上帝保佑,这不是真的!!!!
Marat...
Marat!GO!!
灭除四害人人有责!

刚去他的赛后采访,原来他真得受伤了!!
他的膝盖得了腱炎,已经一个多月了, 他说这影响了他的发球,他的左腿无法用力,非常的疼!
他说他必须小心, 明天他要看医生,可能要吃些药,情况看起来好像有些严重...
哈拉难过死了...为什么这么对他??
但是Marat有说:“I think I can break him!!!”
采访片段如下:(关于他膝伤)
Q. You had the trainer out a couple times in the first set. Was it a problem with your knees? How are they? What was the problem?
MARAT SAFIN: My knee still hurts since already it's one month and a half, I have tendinitis. They start to bother me each time more and more. So I have to take care of it.
What do you want me to tell you?
Q. How about what is it?
MARAT SAFIN: It's hurting me. It's hurting me. If I call the doctor it's not because I have nothing better to do. It's just because it's really bothering me, especially when I serve. I cannot put the weight on one leg, the left one. So it hurts.
Q. What does it mean for the continuation of the tournament and then Wimbledon?
MARAT SAFIN: No, still I have one day off. Try to take care of it. Try to make some ‑‑ I don't know, try to speak to the doctors. And we'll see. I'll get a treatment tomorrow morning, afternoon, take some pills, some painkillers, and try to go out and play against Ferrero. I will see.
5/26/2005
晒晒偶的“老唱片”给你最真实的心灵感受...
Lonely--Nana

来自于非洲加纳的NANA出身于一个富有的家庭,但是父亲在他小时候离他们而去,母亲带着年幼的NANA定居到了德国。肤色的歧视,家庭的破碎,使得NANA从小就在压抑的环境中生存。这首LONELY是他最有名的作品,也是最感人的作品之一。在这首歌曲中,爱情的失败,世事的的无奈,人与人之间的勾心斗角,都被他赤裸裸的展露在你面前。动情处的伤心呐喊,颓废时的无奈低吟,节奏布鲁斯,跳舞音乐,HIP HOP结合的天衣无缝。

下载地址:
http://media.chinabroadcast.cn/chi/net_radio/music/lonely.wma
lonely
非洲歌手Nana
I am lonely lonely lonely
I am lonely lonely in my life
I am lonely lonely lonely
God help me help me to survive!
Everybody's tripppin' on me
Oh lord come help me please
I did some bad things in my life
Why can't you rescue me
'cause you've got all i need
I know i got to pay the price
Cheppin' thru the streets at night
after a fuss and fight
Tears in my eyes i'm a man
lookin' for the light
Dark is the path
i know he will rescue me
The lord is my shepard
i'm cool despite emergency
Whom shall i fear exept the god
Thank you for the blessin' a
nd the skils on the mic
Five years we know there's no diggity
Free at last see the light in me
What goes up must come down
I'll be around while you
heading towards deathtown
Allways look forward hardly
never look back
So many tears and
the snakes on my jock
Now i'm riding in my big fat ride
Your ass is late so look for the line
Nana in the house to let you know
What i see is how
i feel so leave me alone
I am lonely lonely lonely
I am lonely lonely in my life
I am lonely lonely lonely
God help me help me to survive!
Knock on my door whom you lookin' for
A dream or reality enemies at my door
Eyes i realize
it's fantasize i must be high
So let me live before i die
Once again grab the
bottle twist the cap
To survive your life
is yours my life is mine
No emotions in this world full of lies
Step by step and be versatile
Love peace and cash
that's what is's all about
Alone by yourself than you
lack there's no doubt about
I'm always into something
making moves to improve
What would you do
if you were in my shoes
Boom a letter oops another suicide
Meet me for a ride at the boulevard
Nana's in the house to let you know
What i see is how i feel
and damn i'm alone